hurry hurry

its weird bout how i feel now.

i felt nervous,
its not like i don hav jobs for me seriously,
and its not like i in need of money.

but i feel,
i really got to be harder on myself,
i think i slack too much already.
how come i am working jus on one job?
i find it is really not enough, still can push more.
theres only so much u can learn from within 9 to 6pm.

so what if i got the job i wanted to go?

now the question is,
what can i get from it?
how much i wan to learn from it within a short period?
and where i see myself in the next 5 years if i take up tat job?


I seriously find time is not enough,
you snooze, you lose.