tired

this blog is written ytd but i jus post it today tats all. actually theres alot about the chalet but i didnt save it! so damn.. yea i am only left witht his. post about the chalet some other days..



i jus came back from chalet.. and im still sleepy
well this chalet is sort of a movie maranthon package.
ok im shagged now.. and i heard something from my fren about my another fren tat he/she is not feeling good about himself/herself...doesnt feel good with the people.
hai... realli feel sad also..
maybe is cos of the _._._._ thingy..
anyway, i sort of bringing tat thing upon myself and i feel bad and worried about it.... lke is it b'cos i didnt treat him/her good enough or wat.. or issit anything i said tat make him/her like tat. im so annoyed by it cos i duno how to solve it and i realli do care. and also i dunno it all along until when my fren told me. feels abit sad tat now then i noe..


and the sad thing is...
IM A BORN AVOIDER.. and i will avoid anything tat i don feel good about.. like quarreling with my bf, instead of solving the prob, i will avoid and make it worse by 3 thousand times.
im like tat.. and i think i am going to avoid this time.
instead of talk it out, i will realli jus don think of a solving solution and might even jus avoid in contact to cause more problem...
yea.. i might jus leave it to my good guy-fren to solve the prob.. he is my spokeperson or so called, cos he has a better temper. he's not worrying but why am i worrying? tsk!!!!


and im not gonna care, cos i think of it all the time since last night. and i feel torturng to keep thinking of it.. im sorrie realli sorrie.. cos its ure right to be depressed and sad, and its totally not ure fault tat i wanna avoid, the prob lies with me actually.
maybe i shld jus calm down about it.. and sld realli stop caring about other ppl and mind my own business. i find tat tat is better since it doesnt get appreciated.
haiya.. tsk. cant stop thinking. and my guy-fren has went to sleep now at 2.17pm so i hav nobody to talk to about it. lol



okay, anyway, don anyhow guess who har~~
hai i shld go and take a bathe and sleep also


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